I should have known that by returning to the blogosphere, I would have to endure the sudden addictive tendencies associated with “social networking” (if that’s what they even call it anymore). I like to call it a “digital identity”, or even an “alter ego” of sorts. Even my closest friends don’t know that for years, I had been one of the faithful addicts, scouring the web to add my pithy commentary to weblogs, forums, surveys, and the like. I used several aliases, mostly for privacy, but maybe more because of cowardice. It wasn’t a false identity, it was just that part of me that existed only online, between the hours of 11pm and 4am. Suffice it to say, it was mostly useless, wasted time.
As far as false identities go, most of these young folks online are projecting a false self. These fanciful superstars, living vicariously through the worst popularity contest technology can muster; 1,036 “friends” with an endless string of pictures, posters, ads and alcohol — it reeks of identity crisis. This was one of the reasons for my sudden departure, not that my return means anything.
So why now the sudden resurgence of what seems to be shameless self-promotion through an entropic web empire?? And no more aliases? The last few days, in-between packing, I’ve relapsed into the dark dungeon of the web 2.0 space. I now have accounts with Virb, Facebook, WordPress, YouTube, Del.icio.us and Flickr! “My name is Dennis Shin…and I’m a webaholic.”
I’ve been following this mashable junk for quite some time, but never had a compelling enough reason to jump back in. Now that I am going through a huge transition in my life, moving from San Francisco to Los Angeles, ending my 8 year tenure as a Youth Pastor, going full steam ahead into the volatile world of film and broadcast!…well, let’s just say I’ve had a digital relapse and am pretending that all this will somehow be helpful to me in the end.
Truth be told, this is a good time for me to take an honest look at who and where I am. Plus, what better way for me to keep connected after I move. Thus, the return of my growing digital footprint on the web.
So what is numa.lab? I’m still trying to figure that out myself. For now, I just wanted to see if I could use my WordPress account to publish content to my Virb blog. Wow, what a post. From the looks of it, this will be a very interesting experiment…
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